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She said she was Emo

I realize her tattered hands were intact
Beyond the cutting of her remorse
Puncturing the deadliest of what lacked
Within a memoir before and worse

Conjuring the unimaginable
Proclaiming the escape and excuse
Of a lover's quarrel so topical
The reasoning of her wits refuse

Left us with only one conclusion hence
Upon each proof we learned of her that day
Where by no means did she show repentance
On the occasion of this awkward play

We knew rightfully that she did just stop
Pretending to be Emo with ketchup

The End of MeThunder roars
My heart soars
Breath dancing with the rain

Lightning reflected
In your eyes
Shadows swallowing
Your sly smile

Bomb sirens revealing
A fire in your soul
A body consumed by a false passion
Fooled by lust
Buring all you touch

Skin slowly dripping from bone
Running from where your touch used to be
Horrified by what you've done
But comforted by the warmth

Hair receeding from scalp
As I play my last part in
The violent night
Succumbing to his destruction

He holds my face
Kisses me with ferocity
Heat so comforting,
I press my body to his,
And disintegrate into his arms

NatureWhen stupidity falls upon the demons shoulder
And one finds himself in a situation which is more or less unsatisfactory
Where men trample and stone for the rights to own
And yet the bloodshed brings nothing but trouble for the land
When all the world denounces their beliefs and relies on mans selfish and undignified actions
To control the many powers of the world
Throwing innocents into a chaotic doom of rape and pilage
Will the angel not step down from her chair and bow?
How can there be such power wrought against a follower of the One and Only
Why is there such pain and sorrow
The man who speaks out with his own tongue
And not th

I Chose to LieI chose to lie for her.
She needed things from me that I treasured.
She needed my identity to conquer a heart she could never have.
And I chose to lie for her.

I chose not to tell him.
I could have, that morning in the woods.
I wanted to save him from her stupid, irrational plan.
But I chose not to tell him.

I chose to be silent.
She begged of me to keep quiet.
She gained my compassion for I, too, could not conquer a heart.
So I chose to be silent.

I chose to tell his secrets.
She wanted him more than anything.
I gave her the tools to conquer his heart - alone, she never could.
So I chose to tell her.

I chose to look away.
I

This Is The DayThere was a little girl who arose with the morning sun, greeting the day with melancholy. She sat by the window and stared, thinking of him.
But she didn't wanna.
Because this is the day, this is the day the lord took you away.

There was a little girl who walked around her lonely house. Searching for pictures and memories she couldn't see in her head. But maybe she didn't really wanna see it.
Because this is the day, this is the day the lord took you away.

There was a little girl who ran into closet looking for his ties, his belts, his oh-so familiar plaid shirts. Trying to recapture his scent,an aroma of sweat, smoke, and cologne. But

RekindledOnce upon a breathless whisper,
I held your hand and watched the sky,
remembering when the earth would listen
and never ever wonder why.

Once upon a sleepless summer,
every thought that I hold dear
was said aloud in breathless whispers
that only you were meant to hear.

Once upon a restless winter,
you held me close beside the fire
and told me stories of sleepless summers
that filled my heart with such desire.

Once upon a starless night,
listening to your racing heart,
your breathless whisper at my ear
said we'd never be apart.

StarlightShe lay there
On the stony ground,
Staring into nothingness
Darkness surrounding her,
Like a cold hug.

Bars all around
Reached into the eternal sky.
Glancing at the firmament,
She sometimes casted her eye
On the twinkling stars
Which gave her life.

Oh, how much she dreamed,
Dreamed about
Diving into a bright sea of twinkling diamonds!

All those nights
She lay there.
The day she had never seen,
The moon had never become the sun.

And each time
She looked up to the small lights of hope,
She knew
There will be her light
Someday soon.

When the embrace of darkness
Grew stronger every second
And when the cold
Killed her sen

Skinny enough yet?

Fat.

Ugly.

The more I lose weight the more I want to lose, its like a illness,

Sickness.

Disease.

I'm never good enough, never thin enough, never pretty enough.

fucked up.

Mistake.

I don't feel skinny, even if I weigh less then 100lbs. I'm fat.

Over-weight.

Huge.

This eating, is more then an addiction...its an obsession.

like a drug.

I'm hocked.

and I can't stop it. Its always there.

I look in the mirror and hate what I see.

I hate everything about myself.

My eyes are always full of hurt and pain.

Even if I try to hide it.

I throw up and starve.

I will not eat.

I cannot eat.

so tell me?

How thin and skinny must I get.

P.E.G.L.A.G.S

Pride… So I shall doubt all that I do

Envy… So I shall hate others attributes

Gluttony… So I shall never eat

Lust… So I shall never taste your lips

Anger… So I shall always be calm and smile

Greed… So I shall never want anything

Sloth… So I shall never rest again

Stop it!

Just blind me from those pictures
That ridicule my mind
Telling me
Showing me
PROVING to me

That I am wrong
That I am bad
I am D E F O R M E D

I can't take the smiling faces
The angry faces
The sad faces

The faces of those bodies
Those bodies that are so N O R M A L

So careless and free
They are bodies
Functions
An object our mind controls
It works
And runs efficiently
But mine
Mine does not

Mine is a prison that holds me captive
Suffocating me
So that it is my body in control
Not

Something like this

I muttered “I don’t think I can be happy here”
but what I was really trying to say was I don’t think I can be happy without you here.
without your smile.
without your voice. That’s what love is

an endless train of thoughts and wishes and ‘was it worth it?’s.
You are the ellipsis at the end of the sentence, but there’s no period

I don’t want one

Well I’m not a liar, I’m just sort of built that way
with half-truths hidden in the little gaps between my teeth
and all the other places you forgot t

Mammy i made a new friend 2dayMammy I made a new friend today
I've brought her home for dinner
But you won't get to see her mammy
It's only me and Mia

We go upstairs to play
As your clearing up my plate
She takes away the guilt mammy
She stops the inevitable fate

Me and Mia love the bunny rabbits
Staring down the Rabbit Hole
Flushing away the vulgar luxuries
That held me in full control

* * *

Mammy I made another friend today
I've brought him home for dinner
He gives me back some control mammy
I trust Mia and Arthur

Arthur likes his fruit and veggies
Vulgar luxuries aren't permitted
But I'm not good at this game mammy
Sometimes Mia gets re-admitted

Under The Rain

The sky is crying for us so we can smile
and dance in its beautifully tragic tears.

Lay under the rain
with your arms around me, whispering promises
of how forever will live up to it's potential
if only for you and I.

Sharing secret smiles,
secret laughs,
and secret words that the world won't understand
or even care to try.
It doesn't matter as long as I have you
and I am in your arms,
because then and only then the world does not exist.

Let the downpour hide us away
so you will never have to leave my side.

Please.

Touch MeYour palms, flat against my bare skin,
Caressing my back,
And tickling my spine,
With the tips of your fingers.

They rise to my shoulders,
And wrap around my neck,
Inching me closer,
So our bodies touch.

We press into each other,
Your lips grazing my own,
My body completely limp,
Resting upon your chest,
Under your gentle embrace.

Closing my eyes,
I listen through the silence,
To the rhythmic beating..

Of your heart with mine.

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For one moment

by ~MoOnshine90, Aug 9, 2010, 11:46:44 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

time is running like water
through my hands
trying to hold it in vain
and down the falls of my arms.

but every river
flows into a basin
to an oasis of life,
where it can rest and

where time does not exist.

I would like to dip my hands
into the fresh water and
taste it.
just for one moment.

For one momentby ~MoOnshine90

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2010-2013 ~MoOnshine90

Something random I have written in January with loads of stress around me...
Not sure if I'll keep it here.

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~Free-and-lie Aug 29, 2010

So, I'm french, but your poem is easy to understand and pretty as well

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*samgreal Aug 13, 2010 Photographer

Dip it, DIP it!

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~MoOnshine90 Aug 13, 2010 Student Digital Artist

I will.

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=ActYos Aug 10, 2010 Professional Digital Artist

very inspirational
I like it

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~MoOnshine90 Aug 10, 2010 Student Digital Artist

Thank you.

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~Tiff-my-SECRETS07 Aug 9, 2010

very well put when extremely stressed Ive been there to you wrote the words very well good job!!

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~MoOnshine90 Aug 10, 2010 Student Digital Artist

Thank you very much!

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